Take every chance, Drop every fear ♥

so i have a 8-10 page paper due in 3 hours and i only have 3 pages done so far. i think thats all i’m going to turn in. i just can’t write anymore. i just can’t. i just have to survive today and i’m free for summer. i might have to retake this english class again which i really don’t want to but if i get a D or F its a must.

i just can’t handle it anymore.

i hate school.

i hate college.

well not really.

just the remedial things like essays.

i love the learning aspect, especially in subjects that i’m interested in.

but sometimes i just feel like i can’t do it.

and i hate that feeling.

because if i don’t have school, what do i have?

nothing.

Posted: 1 day ago

do you ever meet someone and you’re like “wow i could actually see myself liking this guy” but then at the same time you meet his girlfriend and you realize how cool and down to earth she is and how they are actually really perfect for each other. and then you realize that another guy you’ve been thinking is super cute for a longer amount of time is the first guys girlfriends’ brother. and you realize that both guys work together. and the girlfriend and the second cute guys’ cousin own the place that the two guys work at. and the owners cousin has another cousin who is workout buddies with your workout buddies boyfriend.

and then you realize how small that city is.

and that somehow all the people are either related or know each other.

and its like you enter a different world when you go to this city to workout.

even though you only went here in the first place to remain anonymous from your big city gyms.

yes, this is my life.

Posted: 1 day ago